A Chance To Discover Oneself..

SUMMER BREAK!!! :D

2010-06-22T16:13:00.003+08:00

LOL! I know that it has been ages since I last updated my blog..
So many things happening..
Oh well.. I just finish my 1st year of studies not too long ago..
Now having my 3 months summer break..
Well, it's left with 2 months plus oni.. :(
Time sure flies.. :)

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER!!!

I never knew what summer holidays meant.. School didn't follow this n neither did my college life.. College was just HECTIC! 8am-4pm almost everyday.. Tiring.. Life in uni is SOO much different.. My schedule isn't as hectic.. Assignments are the same.. Lecture hours are less.. I had the comfort of staying in campus n just running to my room when I was tired..hehe..

Unfortunately next year I would not have the comforts of staying in campuc already.. New policy.. Evryone MUST move out.. N priority is given to the 1st years n international students only.. sigh* Praying real hard for a place in campus or at least a suitable single room off-campus but still under Uni.. The best thing would be if I get a CAR!!! I would be dreaming if I got a car for my 20th birthday this year..hahahhaa.. Asked parents already n dad said: I WILL NOT PAMPER YOU!! Oh my.. So my chances of getting a car would be 99.90% NOT possible.. The other 0.1% is just praying and hoping by some MIRACLE, that God would change things around.. However, I sometimes think that God the father would also not pamper His children n He is in fact in control over my life n how I get to uni n back n so on will be figured out when i get there.. Oh welll.... Let's see how it goes.. :)

Plans for my summer:
1) CHILL n relax ( which I have been doing for the last 1 month)
2) Get a job ( something related to what I'm studying with a suitable timing cuz i need tranport)
3) Do a cross-stitch
4) Loose Weight
5) Read on stage fright
6) Read the 3 books that I just bought

So far what i've done:
1) Went to Pulau Jerejak.. Awesome place.. After 17 years of my life in Penang.. :p
2) I tried wall climbing in Pulau Jerejak.. :p Super Tiring but fun.. :)
3) Flying fox.. SCARY but fun too!
4) Met a few old school friends.. :)
5) Been driving more often.. ( It's tiring.. n I wonder whether it's a sign.. LOL! :D)

All in all, God has been good to me.. He has taken and carried my thru my 2nd semester of my 1st year in Uni.. :) I am trully grateful.. He brought frens n ppl around me to help me and to also sometimes just be there for me.. I realise that, there are all sorts of ppl out there.. Working with them isn't easy.. Ppl talking behind ur back n not wanting to confront u is soo irritating! I just wanna shout at you but what's the use.. So, I just prayed n let tat person go.. Feels so much better after the prayer.. PRAISE God! :D

Tat's al I have now.. I am quite troubled the pass few days but yea can't do anything since I can't control whatever i'm worried about.. Just praying n waiting! Those are the 2 hardest combination of things to do I guess..

God's faithfulness.. :)

2010-02-05T13:24:00.003+08:00

I know I have not been updating bout my uni life for a very long time.. I do apologise..
I just finishes my 1st semester and started my 2nd semester 2 weeks ago..

Summary of my 1st semester in uni..
1. God has been faithful and good to me..
2. Met many new frens..
3. A strong cf group with wonderful and awesome ppl.. :D
4. Work load was very very very heavy but I thank God I managed to pull thru..
5. I realised that even though it was only my 1st sem in uni, i have really nice frens with car that has brought me around in KL and took me to places that my own family has not been.. lol! :P Eg: Pavilion.
6. I also thk God that even tho uni in semenyih(ulu land) can be extremely dull and terrible, I somehow still manage to go out (sometimes, dragged to go out or just so happen after church.. :P
7. Course has been challenging.. A lot of reading to be done but still survived thru.

My 1st 2 weeks of 2nd semester..
It started off really badly.. The 1st day of sem was horrible.. I had some lab report to do on psychic ability!! It was sooo silly.. I had to write on something I had no knowledge about and something that I TOTALLY disagree about.. So yea, then i also had to figure out subsidiary module to take.. I need to take 20 credits. So, I decided to take something I enjoy like maths or Mandarin language.. However, the big blow hit when I found out that I can't take any of those.. The rest of the options given needed a lot of memory and reading. The reason y I wanted to take some other simpler module is because my psych modules are all very heavy reading. So it would be best to take something else like maths ma.. Something different.. But on the 1st day of sem, it was a BIG NO to those two.. Just terrible.. :( In addition to this terrible day, I found out that i didn't get ptptn again.. AGAIN!! N its for some lousy odd reason saying that my 'kursus tidak aktif' I was like 'WAT!!!" Arrr... It was just such a terrible and frustrating 1st day of second semester!!

Anyways, I shall stop complaining.. Starting from the weekend of the 2nd sem till now, everything is much better.. PRAISE GOD! :P Last weekend, I cooked pasta with a few frens (Wshan, Jo, debbie), went to visit ACTS church! really awesome church!! It's indeed what I call a church on fire!! :D Then met another fren (sam) and hung out with them in sunway piramid.. I have never been there so they decided to bring me there.. heheh.. :P Enjoyed ourselves just literally 'DOING NOTHING' LOL! :D I went to check out my ptptn stuff with the lady in charge, she said she'll check for me and get back to me asap. All I can do is wait and pray.. I really really need this.. :( Ohh and as for my subsidary module, I tot I would be stuck with econ's again and another 'ppl, work and organisation' module which is needs a lot of reading. However, a prayer answered!! Praise God for it!! :) They decided to open up a spanish language for beginners class.. I noe it's rather odd for me to take it but yea at least i only hv an extra module to take and not 2 extra modules.. Spanish is 20 credits where else the rest are 10 credits. So I just attend two 2 hours class a week lor.. Hopefully, its not bad la.. I had a very bad exp with econ's during the 1st sem.. So I am a little afraid to take it again.. The spanish class timing is a little odd but I guess I have no choice lor.. THANK GOD anyways.. :D So far, this is all lor.. Still a lot of waiting, praying and God's guidance in a lot of things. CF camp is coming up... Some of them want me in the committee but I duno.. I just feel like being a nobody in this instead.. I wan to be a member again but then again I guess I could help right.. sigh* :) Oh well, see how goes..

All in all.. God is faithful and His plans are way greater than what we can understand. The emotional stress and watever stress will not occur if you really trust him.. Trying really hard to do that.. God bless you all.. :)

sighzz..

2009-10-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

So sorry..

I really do not have anymore time to blog..

I'm so stressed, pressured and it feels like time is rushing soo fast.. No family here somemore..
Goodness!! The only way to release stress is probably by talking to ppl.. But must make sure it's the right person also.. sighs..

I have soo little time soo much to do.. Frustrating!!
I feel scared n tired also.. Arrrrrrrrrr..........

Prayer is the only option now..

HELP!!!!!

Update.. :)

2009-10-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

I have so much to write about but i don't really have the time to blog..

Okay 1st things 1st!! I WENT HOME LAST WEEKEND!!!!!! And to be honest ther is DEFINITELY NO PLACE LIKE HOME!! Well yea I noe it sounds cliche but its soooooo true.. lol!! The journey back was ok.. thank God Qu Wern came along.. If not the chances of me going back would be nill.. long story for that..lol!! Oh yea.. to everyone taking train or whatever public transport please be SUPER careful.. Once we got off the train in kajang and were walking out, this women came from behind us n stopped us to ask for money!! Scary!! Actually I was more of the target. then she saw QWern and spoke to him instead.. I was literally hiding behind QW then.. Thank God she only asked for rm2.. the even more scary part was that QW actually felt that we were gonna kena d. Once he got off the train, he saw THAT women's gesture n knew we were the target d.. But he didn't tell me till after we kena lo.. *shrugs*

Coming back is another long story.. We left at 1pm from pg and I reached my campus only at 9pm.. Whole day out.. We knew we wouldn't make it for the 615 campus bus so we decided to stop by midvalley which was on the way to kill some time before we catch the 815 bus back.. But what we didnt realise was that the train would be full of ppl on a sunday!! I was seriously SARDINED in the train!! There was barely enough room in the train but everyone just forced themselves in.. I had to squeeze myself in too!! It was just TERRIBLE!!! I don't even know where to start explainin the situation.. The only good part of this was we manage to do some shopping la..lol! But after that we were hoping that at 8pm(QW's fren said he could fetch us instaed. so we took the 8pm train) which is non-pick hour would be less ppl but it was WORST!! The whole station was full of ppl.. We couldn't fit the 1st train so we waited for the 2nd train. When the 2nd train came, we nearly last hope too!! It was packed to the brim!! Then QW found a little space in the last trailler and we squeezed in side ways.. We abrely fit in but thank God it was wide enough if not we would have to wait for another 30 min's. To cut the whole long story short, I just thank God I reached campus safely.. I was sooo tired, scared and worried that I prayed so much just to calm down!! So God answered a lot of my prayers that day.. Praise God! :)

That's bout my hectic weekend.. Now classes have started n some of the clubs are having their meetings.. Today we had ice breaker nite for the ACE Society.. It's more of a charity society.. They go around helping ppl and visitting the orphanages or old folks home.. So yea.. Ice breaking was not bad.. We had lots of running to do but good and fun la.. :)

CF is this thurs.. It's called the welcoming party.. I think there are many Christians here.. excluding catholics.. there r quite a no of catholics.. hope its good.. :)

I joined the badminto club too.. Should I go for the try outs for the competition?? Scared la.. It's been soo long since I played a real match.. Would love to but very scared.. The guys I saw in the court that day were really very good.. I probably saw one girl playing that day la adn she's good.. Haizz.. dilemma..

okay la.. that's all for now.. :)

1st Saturday in Notts

2009-10-03T19:01:00.014+08:00

Hmm..
This is my 1st saturday out here..

With nothing much to do and no one around, I decided to walk ard campus n take some pics..

I'm not a photographer so I'm really sry if the photos r really horrid.. There r just so many tree's n plants "blocking". Haha.. Enjoy la..

This is the lake.. Beautiful rite?? Ppl usually jog around here..

Ducks ard the lake.. According to wat I heard, there r really ferocious. There was once this guy feeding the duck and ended up being chased by the ducks in the end..

The yellow buiding is called the SA building(students association building). Cafetarie is there too..

The main admin building with the clock tower.. During the orientation they told us that in whichever part of the world, nottingham university always has a clock tower.. Its like a 'mark'. 4got what's the right word to use..

This is towards all the lecture halls, library n computer rooms..

The computer rooms.. There are at least 3 rooms of ard this size.. Incredible.. :)

This is actually the red building.. Not sure which faculty but I think its engineering..

PURPLE building.. My fav colour!! But its not mine.. It's for the faculty of engineering too..

This is the buiding still under construction.. next to the library..

This is the library.. 3 floors.. Also under some renovation..

The orange building.. Its for the faculty of social science.. like business course lo..

This is MY faculty's building!! IT's BLUE also my fav clolour.. LOL!!

Moving on to the sports complex.. All the facilities n sports to play..

The sports complex..

The view of the Sports complex from my room..
The ping pong room and the badminton room with the mirrored door

Basketball n football behind

I think this is the gim.. There's another with all the weightlifting stuff..

Tennis courts taken at nite..

The swimming pool.. Quite clean.. I mean i swam like ard 9am n its quite clean.. :)

More basketball courts..

Note: this was taken on saturday which is the time in which every1 left home d.. That's y there r not many ppl..

Umm.. That's about my campus.. Its really huge n fully equiped with everything but the only thing is that the nearest nice mall is probably in KL(mid valley).. Still trying to figure out how to get to places with the bus.. :)

6th day of uni life!! (really short version, call then i have more to tell u'll)

2009-09-30T14:21:00.007+08:00

Okay this is my 6th day in University..

There's just so much to say but not sure where to start..

Well, PRAISE REPORT 1st..

I Praise and thank God for:

1. An open door to this uni even though it was almost impossible judging from the requirements that they wanted.. So, this shows that NOTHING is impossible for GOD!!

2. A good room.. Well, its ard 10-15 min's walk away from my lecture hall, all the way to the top, center n far right.. I could say that it's almost the furthest!! haha.. But its cooling cuz its on the highest floor n everythin in my room was in good condition unlike one of my roommates which had a broken bed n cupboard.. (pity her)

3. For a few frens like Qu Wern that helped me out a lot!! Everything is so different here.. I have to think of breakfast, lunch and dinner.. Last time, mom would do all this stuff..hehehe.. Missing my fam soo much.. :)

4. For internet connection IN MY ROOM!! Wohooo.. The wifi area is v far away.. ard 10 min n walking home at nite alone is v scary.. So I really thank God for this.. I actually prayed that my room will be near the wifi area only.. But I got internet from my room itself!! How great is our God who understands all the wants n needs in my life!! n the best part of it is no extra charge!! Its included..

5. For all the frens that called to comfort n support me..hehehe.. You know who u r.. Thanks sooo much guys n girls!! Really missin u ppl..hehe.. Every nite just so happen there's always a call and its from someone back home.. N its always when I'm alone in my room.. Good timing ppl!! :)

6. For a timetable that is not so hectic..lol!! for now its still ok.. Wil probably have to read a lot here..

7. good room mates so far.. :)

Hmm.. I think there's a lot more to praise God for but I can't think of all of it now..

You wanna see my room??

Its not great but good enough.. :)

The cupboard side.. The mirror was given noe..lol!!

My super messy table n a book rack..

My bed n bed side table.. all provided..lol!! :)

Okay the worst part of all this is feelin homesick n still keep a smiling face!! Sooo hard!!
Everyone I met here has a similar resemblance or some sort with the ppl back in pg!! So annoying!! They either walk, talk, smile or joke like the person back in pg.. Oh well... I'm ok d la..

My 1st psychology class started today!! COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY!! the lecturer is Dr Elizabeth Sheppard... Cool name ha..lol! She was really nervous but class was not too bad.. Oh btw.. my class is a ALL GIRLS CLASS!! No boys!! well, except for today.. Cognitive Psycho can be an elective module.. So yea.. now we have ONE guy who is dunno from which part of the earth but definitely nt m'sia..

Another thing, 60% of the ppl here are international.. so there r many diff shapes, colours n accent!! Wow.. The blacks have VERY VERY strong accent!! Quite hard to catch it.. I meet a few during the icebreaker nite but not many.. I must say, its quite hard to remember name here.. Sometimes its so paise cuz ppl rem my name but I can't remember theirs..hehe..

Okay la.. got to cook dinner d.. will update soon.. :)

Back on retainers.. :(

2009-09-18T11:04:00.003+08:00

I am back on retainers!!!

IN SOOO MUCH PAIN!!!!

Talking is so difficult..

Eating is painful..

n Smiling is hard..

Everything has to be done in excruciating pain..sigh.. I guess the pain cannot be compared with labour pain but I haven't gone thru it yet.. SO yea.. No comment..

LOL.. On the bright side.. I won't have to suffer thru it again..
i can smile n look nice SOOOOOONNNNNN... If only it was like within a week.. Then i could go uni without so much pain.. LOL! :)

A day that never ends in my heart.. :)

2009-09-07T14:27:00.013+08:00

Sorry for taking a million years to update this!! I actually wrote half of it on the day of my b'day but was didn't have time to post it up.. Sryyy...

The day..

The day that keeps on playing over n over again in my head b4 I sleep like a tape recorder..

It was a day b4 my 19^th birthday..

A day that will always stay safely hidden and cherished for a very long time...

A day that words can’t express how I really felt..

It was half happy n half sad n half of every other feeling in the world..LOL.. Okay not making sense here.. sry..

It was Friday nite during cg.. When I arrived at Cg I got a shock of my life when only half the cell was there.. So I learn to accept what I have as a leader and to move on with cell.. So yea, played icebreaker n soooo on.. then suddenly *click* LIGHTS OFF n suddenly a whole bunch of buffalo’s came down the stairs n said SUPRISE!!! sry its not buffalo's but wonderful sheeps!! u pl r so sweet.. It was a suprise be-early-farewell party!! LOL.. Tat’s what rach called it..hehehe.. Can u imagine??? A surprise farewell party for me??!! Me?? Well, never had one in my life.. So yea It was a real surprise.. THANK YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCHHHHH!!!! :P

Well, to my dear sheeplings, you really did SURPRISE me.. Wasn’t it good that I was particularly sick n BLUR that day?? I should have noticed wilson’s car parked outside n realise that there was sumthing up when the whole world was trying to hide something from me but I just couldn’t care less that nite.. Must be the medicine.. LOL.. (blame the medicine!! :p) So yea GOD IS GOOD!! He helped you all to make your plan succeed by making sure I was blur.. LOL.. :D

Anyways, here is to all you sheeplings aka my darlings aka my little children..LOL..

You all are definitely not ordinary children that I can get off the street.. Each of u are unique and special in ways that you may not know for now.. In due time my darlings, I pray that you will grow out of your shell n soar like eagles up in the skies with boldness n beauty to show the world what you really got!! I mean other than being noisy... Sryyyy... That’s the best part of the cell which I will miss dearly.. Friday nites will never b the same there without seeing u ppl.. So next time, we make a point to talk thru skype on Friday..k?? Then I won’t be soo lonely..LOL..

Here’s a little something for all of you:

Rachel darling, you are a wonderful cell leader.. Even though the sheeps we have love to tease you a lot, always remember that they also love you a lot.. The more they tease, the more they love you.. They are just not that good at expressing that part of it yet..LOL.. :) You’ve sacrificed a lot and I know that you love them a lot too.. Continue to let your light shine in their lives and help them to be a great generation of leaders..

Joshua dear, having u as my assistant was a great blessing.. I would never be able to handle the cell without your help.. You are going to be great leader, Josh.. I know n believe that you will.. Always remember dear.. Your cell members look up to you and treats u like a ‘tai ko’. Well, at least I hope they will.. Do not be afraid to lead a group.. I know that it is very scary but you are not alone.. Always remember.. You are just a channel to bring your ppl back to God.. Main focus is God.. You are just a vessel.. Stay focus n you’ll be fine.. will keep u in prayer always.. :) Feel free to sms me if anything.. Big n small doesn’t matter.. :)

Reuben, THE EGG MAN.. Thkq for being a great blessing to cell.. Thkq for helping with word n playing the piano.. You are a very talented person. thkq for helping me play the piano when I couldn’t..LOL.. May you use ur God given talents to touch ppl n change lives my dear.. May ppl see you different from others.. :)

Justin, You are one really fun person to be with.. thkq for being a part of Southern Sheep.. really appreciate your commitment to this cell.. n when it comes to playing the drums, have confident!! You are v good at it!! More practice will help u to be better but remember to glorify God n thank Him for the gift!! Thanks for everything.. Including the wonderful food that you bring for cg.. :)

Sarah dear.. Your laughter is very very n I mean super contagious.. I am definitely going to miss your laughter.. It brings about cheer n happiness to the whole cell.. May your life be a living testimony to ppl and may your talents bring you to greater heights.. You want to be a superstar?? GO FOR IT!! But dun forget us.. LOL..

Felicia darling.. The ever faithful n quiet girl in cell.. Thkq for still being a part of this cg.. I know it has been really hard for u when it comes to transportation but I really admire your effort in trying to attend cell every week even if you have to tumpang 2 diff ppl there n back from cell.. Thanks a lot dear!! May you continue to shine for God in your school n life!! About what to do in life, here’s an advice.. Do something that you enjoy bcuz you will be doing it for the rest of your life!! Dun let other’s pressure you but pray fervently n make the right decision.. :)

Michael dear, you are very quiet n charming.. Even as you prepare for PMR this year, I pray that God will protect your health n keep u in good shape to sit for the exam.. Remember, Do your best n LET GOD DO THE REST!! Just do you part.. :p You are also talented my dear.. May you continue to draw closer to God n grow spiritually stronger too.. May your life be more Christ-like n may ppl see you and want to know more about your faith.. Thank you for being a wonderful fren n sheepling.. :P

Zacccccc, the ever faithful fren n cheeky (in a good way) person of the cell.. Thkq for being there.. Thanks for all the pics in facebook plus all the tagging till 3am.. THANKS SOOO MUCHHHH zac.. You are a v sweet person.. Zac, i know that ppl look up to u dear.. So when decisions come ur way, pls make the RIGHT decision.. Choose the path that will glorify GOD.. :) Thanks for being a part of cg.. after multiplication, will surely miss u.. :)

Alysaaaa, my dear darling.. U’ve have grown a lot!! May you continue to grow spiritually strong n also in ur ministry in touch other’s in life through ur gifts n talents.. Thanks for still being a part of southern sheep even though u still have lots of studying to do.. Thanks for ur support n the love that you have for the members too.. Thanks for also being able to play the piano for cg.. really appreciate it!!

Drew boy.. I know u don’t read this but when I leave, I’m sure u’ll read this.. So yea.. The new cell needs u my dear brother.. Speak up!! N love the cell like how I do.. Do what you can to help the cell but dun be discourage easily.. Stay strong!! Stand firm!!

Nicole, ur a v sweet girl.. ur still young.. So with the time u have, go try everything n discover what you really like to do.. May God show you what you love to do so that you can b passionate for Him doing it.. Thank you for your commitment for cg too!! I know u have transport problem sometimes but still thanks a lot for being a part of southern sheep..

Daniel n Elijah, the 2 wonderful bro’s in the cell.. Thanks for opening ur house for Cell.. Really thanks a lot!! We will have venue problem if ur house wasn’t open.. Really appreciate it!! Okay.. Hmm.. wat should I saw bout u two?? Daniel ur funny n it seems like ur charming too!! Awarded as prom king?? WOW!! Lol.. no worries.. It’s not a bad thing.. stay strong.. oh n btw, cell group is not just about the food..k? Hahaha.. sry couldn’t resist putting that up.. Elijah.. ur always laughing.. it really brings up the cell.. Thanks a lot!! Keep it up!! U’ll r the fun bro’s of the cell..

Sean.. camera shy boy.. :) Anyway, I never told u b4 but I kinda like the American-malysian accent is kinda nice.. If ppl dun see u, ppl will think that u are American..LOL.. Thanks a lot for being a part of Southern Sheep.. Thanks a lot for also bringing tau Jin n ryan.. Dun give up on them just yet!! They just need more time to adjust.. Thanks for everything..

Jonathan, thanks for coming to cell.. Thanks for all the technical help that you helped us with.. Bout the power cord thing, you can bring it to cell next time.. Drew is gonna need it for the laptop.. Thanks a bunch!!

Timothy, u n ur sister’s share the contagious laughter.. That’s what brings the cell up!! Thanks s lot!! Dun make cell something that you are forced to go but make it a place where u can learn n interact with others tim.. God bless u.. :)

Claudia, thanks for being a part of southern sheep!! Thanks for ur commitment.. I hope tat u will enjoy the cell more as u continue to stay on.. If u have anything, dun be shy to share.. Others have probably gone thru what u may be going thru.. So if u need help, just ask for it.. The cell will be more than happy to help you dear.. thanks a bunch!!

The Khoo siblings namely Ying Shu, Ying Shan n Kah Heng!!!! I so adore u’ll.. Thanks so much for all you’ve done trying to come for cell.. ur all v sweet n loving.. Mookie n gabe, thanks for sending them there n back from cell.. May God bless u three as u continue to grow stronger in HIM!!

Danny, our new member.. thanks for joining southern sheep!! We r very blessed to have you in it!! Plus u stay near our area.. It wouldn’t be so hard for u to get to cell.. God bless youuu!! I think there are many unanswered questions in mind but as u continue to be with Christian frens to learn n understand the bible, you will find all the answers.. :)

Sara Alma.. My dear.. you are very quiet n sweet!! I am also v proud of u.. Being able to attend cf in school n supporting it is really good!! It was our dream to see a cf in school during our year and u’ve just fulfilled it for us!! V proud of all of u tat are supporting that cf!! Continue to be a great part of it!! Most importantly, thanks a bunch for being a part of SOUTHERN SHEEPPP!!!

Okay that’s about it.. I sure hope I didn’t miss out anyone.. So yea, ppl THANKS A LOT AGAIN!!! Love you all to bits!! Definitely gonna miss you all dearly.. Remember to use skype!! LOL.. Or will just meet u’ll in church then.. once again thanks a lot!!! Huggiesss~~

Here r some of the pics.. Thanks to zac!! Taken from facebook.. LOL.. :P

not sure what they r doing!!

nicer version..
Half the boys of cg..
wilson, Rach, myself, danny, mike n josh

My cell leader rach(centre) n assistant leader, Joshua..

My cell group...

Another cell photo..

The rest of the photos r on facebook.. Go check it out la.. Okay my next post will be about my b'day.. sooonnn... laterrr... hopefully i'm nt too lazy..hahha..

Have you ever wondered??

2009-08-13T17:02:00.005+08:00

Have you ever wondered:

Is the earth more than a million years of age like what we study in all the textbooks or less??

Is there more to life than what you are doing everyday??

Did dinosours actually LIVE among humans a few thousand years ago but used a different name??

Do you think the evolution theory is true??

Are there any evidence to this theory??

Is evolution really science or is it a religion??

Hmmmmm.....

Tough questions eh??

Lol I know..

I was very suprised too..

I just started to watch this dvd that my dad had.. Its about creation science.. This guy name Dr Kent Hovind gives quite interesting and good evidence about whatever he talks about.. Its really very good.. If you have time, you could visit the website.. Its www.drdino.com. There you can watch all the seminars and debates that he taught before..

I just started watching it..

You can check it out at
http://www.drdino.com/media-categories.php?c=seminars&v=10 for the seminars.

While the are debates at this website:
http://www.drdino.com/media-categories.php?c=debate

Check it out if you want.. No one is forcing you too.. :)

Take care.. :)

It just started to sink in..

2009-08-06T11:48:00.003+08:00

sigh..

I think I am really gonna miss Penang..

The news about me leaving only started to sink in like a few days ago..

I felt suddenly very burdened by it..

Leaving the food paradise island plus all its inhabitants.. sigh..

Okay sry that sounded wrong..

I mean leaving my family, my friends, my cell group members, a home-cooked meal and also the exotic foods here..

So sad.. :(

On the bright side, I guess going to uni will be a BIG thing.. Scary but I hope its fun.. :)

Things to remember to pack

2009-08-06T11:35:00.004+08:00

Hmm..

I have only 6 weeks left in Penang..

And I have to start packing my stuff de..

Here's the things I can think of:

1. Clothes hanger

2. iron

3. Soap Powder

4. Clothes that can last me for at least 3 months without wearing out..

5. Pail to wash all my colour-fast baju

6. FOOD: Maggi, biscuits (well, I guess I can still buy some other food like bread there)

7. Hp plus its charger

8. Bible

9. laptop plus charger

10. hair stuff (not many)

11. Pillow and its casing

12. bedsheets

13. toothbursh, toothpaste

14. mug, fork, spoons

Well.. can only think of these few things.. Hmm.. there should be more..lol..

Any ideas?? Help me to pack people..

2nd time worship leading..

2009-07-27T11:17:00.003+08:00

Well, its as scary as ever...

I really dunno whether I can cope being a WL..

Its so scary!!! :(

Oh well, I have one more time to lead b4 I leave n I have to make sure its a good1..lol..

Okay here's what happen..

I got to know that I was leading like 4 days b4 the event.. So yea usually people can think of songs and prepare themselves by then rite?? Guess wat!!! I duno what happen to me but I could not think of any songs and I could not even prepare myself.. Sigh.. I was so frustrated with myself.. Cus its a big thing and yet I can't think of anything.. After a day or so then I thought of 2 songs but both with diff themes. One was on love n the other was on surrender and I love those songs but I thought it was not suitable for both of it to be sung together.

So after much thought,I decided to choose one of it and it had the theme surrender.. Okay I got all the necessary songs but guess what, it was easier to choose love songs.. All the love songs to Jesus started to pour into my head and I just started scribbling all the titles down but I made up my mind to do surrender so I stuck to it..

Finally the day came.. I was as usual SUPER NERVOUS!! I was one of the 1st few ppl there besides Wilson(youth ps intern).. Then Wilson asked who was WL in ISCA(our youth group) and I said it was me.. So he told me that he wanted me to end worship with this song, "I will have to no other God's before me". For those who know this song, the chorus is on expressing our love to God with all our heart, mind and soul.. So the theme was LOVEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! I was like ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should have asked Wilson wat was he going to share in ISCA that day..sigh..

The thing that most frustrated me was that I had all the Christian love songs in mind plus the songs were really suitable for that topic but I stuck to what I had decided.. HOW STUBBORN OF ME!!!! Stubborn and blind of me not to realise what the Holy Spirit was prompting me to do.. Which was to lead worship with the theme of love.. It was so obvious it was LOVE cus all I could think of was Love songs to God but I was so stubborn and I did it on Surrender.. Haizz.. This time I will listen.. Guess what?! In the end, I sang both the songs thst came to my head the 1st time.. Of course my musicians had some problem with the chords but they manage to play well.. Thank you guys.. And thank you Maylyn for playing the alter call part.. :)

For those who are reading this, pls don't misunderstand me.. I am not complaining.. I'm just saying that sometimes if you realise, we can be very distracted with life and work and school and tuition and frens and probably only know how to enjoy life but none of these things will help you grow to understand what God has in store in YOUR very own life.. Do you realise that when your alone and bored, you'll either go on9 to chat with your frens, go on facebook even though you have gone through it like a million times on that particular day or watch some tv?? Think about it.. Does it help you?? If your a Christian, does it help you grow spiritually? The Holy Spirit is always with you but you have make your own decisions.. He will guide you but you make your own choice.. Like for me.. there were 2 songs that came to my head with diff theme's but I had a choice to make and I made it.. even though it is not exactly the right one, God will still bring you back to where He wants you to be.. Like for my WL, God wanted to speak to His children on the greatest commision which is to 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind and strengh', and even though my theme was on love, He manage to sort of ask Wil to tell me to sing a love song in the end.. I was frustrated but I learn through experience.. Thank God that He uses people in your life to talk to you..

Another lesson is it not always about yourself.. But less of you and MORE of God in your life.. In fact, God turns your weaknesses into His strength as well.. Like what He did to me..

Well, guess what, I really thank God for everyone in ISCA that day.. They were very supportive to me.. Everyone wnated to sing back up for me.. I felt so touched and thankful.. So in the end, I had 5 back up singerssss!!! How blessed!! Really appreciate you guys a lot!! Samuel, Anthony(for helping me with ONE WAY), sarah, Benice and Rachel.. Thank you guys and girls soo much.. Thank you to the sound crew as well as the musicians.. Really appreciate it.. :)

Wow I wrote so much.. haha..

I got to go..

Update.. =)

2009-07-23T12:29:00.004+08:00

Okay I noe..

Its been quite a long while since I last updated my blog..

Many many apologies... :0)

Okay since CC has been bugging me to update..

Then I shall just update about where I will be going in 8 weeks time..lol..

Well, first I would like to thank God for finally opening a door for me to get into a prestigious place.. Actually the requirement was too high for me and I nearly gave up but I suddenly had this urge so I wrote to the prof there.. And I tried applying lor.. Its not exactly the course that I want but at least I will be able to branch out later on.. HOPEFULLY!! So after a weeks or so then I got an offer letter!!! Yipeeeeee!!!! Wohoooo!!!! Praise God! So yea that's why I will be going to the University of Nottingham, Malaysia campus..

Its very huge..

I am very very nervous.. Plus scared, fearful of whether I can cope with the subjects and all those nonsense feelings.. Even I myself noe its nonsense but its hard to control..

On the bright side, I will be able to meet all my frens that are studying in KL.. We could probably meet somewhere and sometime..lol..

So yea.. I will be going there.. Soon.. Very soon..

Okay I got to go.. Mom calling.. See that's why I can't blog much.. :)

MEL IS LEAVINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-30T15:46:00.002+08:00

Mel is leaving!!!!

That lousy girl!!! LOL..

No laaa.... I mean that really good friend of mine..hehehe..

Let me see...

Hmmm....

I think I have known her for like 6 years de...
When I left Minden Heights school then only she went in.. If not I would have known her longer..hhahha..

Oh well, PEOPLE, she is going to IMU!!!!!!!!!! So if you met her there, take care of her..k? lol..

We had her farewell just now.. But pic's are with Corriyn.. Have to wait for her to upload then I'll put it in..lol...

Anyway, GOODBYE Mel..... Hopefully we can meet during the weekends to go to church together...lol.. Take care....

How I came about to WL..

2009-06-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

Guess what!!

I have not worship lead in ISCA for so long de...

~Wait~

Don't get me wrong...

I'm actually happy about it..lol..

I have had other stressful events to help fill the gap like PAD...
I will explain that another time I guess...

Worship leading is fun but at the same time stressful, serious but also enjoyable..lol..
Weird huh?? Hahahaha...

Well, I guess I could say that this is a praise report..lol..

We were having camp beginning of this year.. It's called music camp organised by YuenThern and his team. This was when I meet each and every talented person in ISCA..Haha..
They have so much potential..haha.. Then actually during this camp I did say that I would someday like to take up worship leading in ISCA.. I told this to my small group nea.. So no one noe's accept for a few of them..haha.. Then b4 I knew it, at night, around 1145pm.. Need I emphasize it was 1145pm!!!!!!!! Almost bedtime and my brains are already asleep then the WL were all having their own meeting and then YT called me in.. I was actually in the middle of a mafia game when he did that... Oh well, me being a GOOD and innocent girl, went in to meet them.. But when I was in there, he just gave me a heart attack!!! When i heard the news, I literally froze... Here's what he said:

YT: We want you....

Ben: Ehhhh..

YT: Ok.. I want you to worship lead 2moro morning.

Ben, Rach, Connie laughing on the background.

drey: WHAT!!!!!!! Noooooooo!!! No no no I can't.. I don't know how to.. Cannot.. No Noooo...

(I think that's what I said la..lol.. Something like that though.. Too freaked out to rem..)

Next thing I know, I couldn't tahan and I went downstairs just to give me some time to sink the news into my head.. I was suppose to be happy.. But I was soooo scared when I heard the news.. I met Justin downstairs.. I will always appreciated him la.. He was the only one there.. Easier for my to sit n think n PRAY.. I take 2 weeks to prepare songs.. Now I only have 2 hours b4 bed..

Okay to cut the long story short.. I thank God for the opportunity even though it was one of the most scary one's.. I also thank God for cass who played the piano for me, YT who played the guitar and gave me the opportunity to lead, rach to back up sing, bernard who did projectionist for me and the rest of the people who were there to support me.. Really thank you all.. :)

It went ummm...pretty ok.. YT had to help me here and there.. Thank God for him.. :)

The thing I learn is God answers prayers according to his own timing. I did pray for a chance to lead in ISCA which I did.. Much later.. This experience was for me to actually know what I'm stepping into.. And I sure do know how it feels like now.. See how amazing God works to prepare us?? Rem:God goes before you in life.. Trust him for He noe's what's best for your life!! If you want to serve and if it is His will, YOu will.. Just wait.. The time will come.. :)

Mr Guitar maker

2009-06-15T12:14:00.004+08:00

After petroscience, dad decided to meed his old fren.. He makes guitars and sells them.. Cool eh?? Ever tot of making ur own guitar?? So we went to visit his shop.. It was really cool.. All the diff shapes of guitar's and all..lol.. Here are some picture's of his collection.. I never knew tat there were different types of wood tat produce diff sound and how the length also affect the sound..lol..

This is called a harp guitar.. Cool rite??

See what I mean with all the diff shapes..

Some traditional instrument..haha

Petroscience

2009-06-15T12:04:00.003+08:00

The next day in KL, we decided to take the LRT to KLCC instaed of driving in KL.. My parents had to go for some convention so my bro and I decided to go and visit the petroscience again. We have been there before and we enjoyed it. So we decided to go again.. GUESS WAT!!!! I manage to pass off as a youth which is from 13-17 years old instead of adult 18 plus..lol.. Yipeee!!!!! Save money!!! HAHAHA.. Praise God!!! We spend 3 hours there.. So many ppl lorr..hahaha.. But it was fun la..
The volcano

The land of the dinosours...lol

T rex

There was a sing a long with Trex.. The T-rex started singing and we could follow if we wanted..lol.. It sang in 2 languages too..lol.. Interesting how they improvise and create new things..lol

Our little adventure...

2009-06-15T11:04:00.005+08:00

Okay here's how it started. We needed to go to KL during this school holiday if not there won't be any other time de. so yea..

We finally manage to squezze time last thurs to go to KL.. So by the time dad finish work, we got ready and we left for KL...

After about an hours drive or so, my bro and I were asleep but we could feel that it was getting rather warm in the car. The air conditioner did not seem to work.. And before I was fully awake, the car suddenly jerked wildly and then the engines shut off completely!! By this time, we were both awaken by tat sudden jerk. THANK GOD there were no cars behind us and dad manage to move to the left side of the highway immediately.. My dad started to try the switch on the engines again but it didn't work. As if the battery was having problem but that was not possible because they just changed the battery a few weeks ago. So we really couldn't figure out what was so wrong. We were in a state of panic and shock. Even the clock went off. So we think the electrical system was down too. Haizz.. Btw, we just pass Bkt merah only. My dad started calling the servising ppl.. You see, this car of ours, is very particular. We can only servis at a place called tan chong I think. Our car is not the normal car which you can get the parts easily anywhere.

So to cut the long calling story short, we found out that there's a servising centre in Ipoh too. so we need not have to go back all the way to pg.. By then, a tow truck guy came to us. At first look, we tot tat he was going to charge us a hefty price but he was nice.. So when the truck came, they did their thing and off we left. NOE WAT!!!!! It took us 3 long, hot and tiring hours to reach Ipoh!!!!!! I was dying in there... lol.. :) By the time we reach there, the shop was already close.. But we really THANK GOD for uncle Benny and Aunty Angie for allowing us to use their car.. Uncle Benny was going back to Pg but was not using his car anymore. So we could use it.. lol.. THANK GOD!!! Plus it was a car tat my dad use to drive.. So it was easier too.. PRAISE GOD!!
So we drove their car all the way to KL..

PS: Thank you to all those who prayed for us.. Really appreciate you all.. God bless you all.. :-)

Seeee....

Seee.. we are all so hot and sticky..lol

Dy talking on the phone..
dy pushing when we reach the place..

The tow truck guy

Hmm..

2009-06-02T16:00:00.003+08:00

Hmmm..
Nothing much to do now..
Bro's upstairs and I'm downstairs..

I'm trying to figure out how to put the youtube link..
Help me... Someone who's like super good at this, pls help me..
I really want to put it up.. lol..

I watched Night at the Museum2 already..
Hehe.. Its very funny.. If you feel like relaxing and need a good laugh, go ahead and watch it..
It'll help you relax..lol..

Ok la.. I'm getting a bit lazy to blog de..
I need write a script also..sigh..
Have to work on it before this fri..
Hopefully, everything will run smoothly..

Phillipians 4:6
'Do not worry about anything instead pray about everything.
Tell God what you need and thank Him for all that He has done in your life.'

Americon Idol Season 8

2009-05-26T11:29:00.002+08:00

KRISSSSSSSS ALLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNN WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so super proud of him!!!

Yipeee!!! :-D

Sorry.. I do admit Adam is extremely talented but I don't really like his style.. Sry to all those adam fan's.. :(

A great experience!!!

2009-05-09T21:17:00.010+08:00

My second mission trip..
I'm actually very lazy to blog about it le..
But I'll just do a brief sum on it for you all.. :)

We had lots and lots of problem. BUT I JUST THANK GOD for helping us through it all.. :)

Here's the thing....

I REALLY REALLY ENJOYED MY TIME THERE!!!!!!!!!!!

The people there live life so simple and yet they are so happy!!

We don't have a lot of things and all we do is grumble!! Am I right?! hahaha..

Well, here's some pictures..
Pictures mean a thousand words..
I can't stay here too long de..

Enjoy.. It's not much... I don't have the rest..lol..

The View.. Beautiful right?? Its in cameron..

Kampung Batu 23.. We had to drive in... Those are the houses..

The atap house..

That's where they stay.. Simple right??

Dogs and chicken's living in harmony..lol

Chickens under the house..

Our 1st meeting with the kids.. They were shy..lol.

The one and only duck there..

That boy behind there helped Justin to catch the chick for him...
Justin and mike with the chick..

Spiders!!! This is only one.. There are so many all hanging on the trees..

The children hiding.. The 1st time we meet them.. :)

The children..

Boys playing sepak takraw on sun morn.. Our guys lost so badly.. :p

One of the cheeky little one's there..

2 girls and Li Ha (my fav..sry.. :p)

Moses and I ( His another fav..lol.. I don't know why his frowning.. :( Not use to handphones i guess)

Moses with rach this time.. His smilling!!!! Yipee!! Tat's bcuz everyone started calling his name..lol

Isn't he cute???? Didn't get a chance to get his name.. We were rushing off..sigh..

Li Ha.. I miss him.. Haha..

The group photo after lunch. I love this picture sooo much!!!

We sure had fun!! Praise God!!! Thank you all for your prayers.. :)

Mission Trip..

2009-04-30T16:19:00.003+08:00

KAMPUNG BATU 23

That's where we will be going this weekend...

Well, frankly speaking, I'm more nervous than excited..lol..

Let me explain..
We(as in my cell group) will be going to cameron for a mission trip.
Its more of a trip tere to help the people there. You see, we are all so fortunate to have everything under the roof.. We practically have everything we need BUT WE STILL WANT SOMEMORE!!! Getting something YOU NEED and getting something YOU WANT is TOTALLY Different!!!

You don't think its true???
Let me give you some examples...

Number ONE:
You need food ................... but you want................... EXPENSIVE FOOD

Number TWO:
You need clothes.................. But you want.................... BRANDED CLOTHES

Number THREE:
You need a phone.......but you want.....THE BEST WITH ALL THE GADGETS

Now does it sound familiar??

Lol.. Sometimes I do have to agree.. I am sometimes ungrateful of what I have.. Most of the time its usually when I see things that OTHER PEOPLE have and I don't, I tend to feel small.. Is that normal or am I just super weird?? Sigh..

Oh rite, back to the mission trip..Hehehee..

So, we will be packing the stuff 2moro at my place..
Then saturday morning, at around 8pm, we will leave to cameron..
Kampung Batu 23 is in Cameron in case some of you are wondering..

Just pray for journey mercies and that everything will go through smoothly.. We will be travelling the old road up.. Its quite scary...lol..
Will update when I'm back if its nice..sigh..
I had a bad experience in a mission trip that's y I'm very scared..sigh..

Oh well, WITH GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!!

Phillipians 4:6
Do not worry about anything instead pray about everything.
Tell God what you need and thank Him for all that He has done in your life.

My favourite verse..

Keep us in prayer..

Wave Challenge

2009-04-28T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry..
I didn't really have much time to update..
Plus I was lazy too la..lol..

We'll I thank God I manage to go for WAVE CHALLENGE!!!

At 1st I didn't want to go..
I don't like to be the one supporting and not playing!!
That's kinda like my character..lol.. Sry

So, suddenly at around 12am came an sms from Yvon asking me to go and support..
She pestered me soooooo much.. sigh.. I also started to get excited as well..

But the problem is it was on saturday.. And I only felt like going on friday at 1230 am.. AND We had to be in church by 630 AM just to wait for the bus then go together from church all the way to the Balik Pulau Complex..

630AM!!!! That would mean leaving my house by 6 am and having to wake up by 5am!!!
I was like.. "Ohhhhh noooooo.... I need my beauty sleep!! I need to sleep at least 10 hours!!!"
I know I'm like a baby..lol.. What to do?? Hahahahaha..

The other problem was I NEED TRANSPORT!!!!!! At least to church..sigh.. If only I could drive by myself..lol.. But its good my parents doesn't allow also la.. Who know's what will happen..lol..
So the next day, once I woke up, I immediately started smsin the whole world who could drive to get transport..

So to cut the long story short, I manage tumpang someone there..lol.. Thank God for that space..lol..

And noe what I was glad about was that I manage to meet my old frens.. And I was supporting their team instead of my church..lol.. I feel sooooooo bad.. Hahahahaha.. Sry guys..

Lazy to explain the rest de plus I got to go.. So yea..

Conclusion,
I enjoyed myself.. The team I supported won and I'm sooo super proud of them!!!
Congrats guys!! U did a great job!!

BTW, it's called wave challenge because there were 4 games happening at the same time and it was placed against churches as well as school cf rep's.. hehehe.. Captain ball(I love this game even though didn't really play much of it), floorball, slam ball and skittle ball.. All very cool games.. :)

Its just a reminder..

2009-04-11T11:32:00.003+08:00

Footprints In The Sand

One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to me and one to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.

"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you.

Written by:

Margaret Fishback Powers, 1964

I just love this story so much..

Everytime I have a problem, I always come back to read this..

It's one of the most touching stories in my life that lifts me up during one of the lowest moments in life..

Who's in charge of YOUR life??

Think about it really carefully..

Can you do it on your own???

SOUTHERN SHEEPPPPPP

2009-04-06T17:06:00.004+08:00

That's the name of my cell group..hehehe..

I FINALLY managed to get the picture..
Well, of course still have some missing..haizz..

Plus, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all the Match and April Babies!!!
We celebrated their b'day on friday..

The 3 shy boys of cell.. One of them including my bro..
From left: reuben, drew, justin

The birthday babies..
From left: Alyssa, Aunty Angie, Mike n rachel yeoh

The cake

My cell..
We took this picture in front of the mirror.. Cool eh..hehe..

My darling members...

2009-03-31T14:33:00.004+08:00

I just love my cell group..

They are this bunch of people that are sweet plus understanding and nice..

They can be very noisy sometimes.. But that's what makes the cell so fun!!

I know this are super long time ago pictures.. But I just tot of putting them up... :)

My darling cell leader, Rachel trying to get the rest to listen to her..lol

My assistant leader to be, Joshua..lol

Justin...

The girls.. Well, not exactly all the girls of the cell..

The host!! Thanks for opening your house..

Randomness

This is half the cellll.... I'm still waiting to get the full picture..
From left: Sarah, Justin, Alyssa, Reuben, Timothy, Michael, Isaac, Daniel

Stressful But Meaningful..

2009-03-30T14:45:00.003+08:00

It was suppose to be just another normal Saturday..

Normal ISCA time..

Everything normal..

BUT>>>>>>>>>>

The only difference was I was IN CHARGE of WORSHIP LEADING!!!!!!

ARrrrrrrrrr............ HEART ATTACK!!!

I was soooooo scared!!!! It was actually revival meeting series lind of thing with Ps Kul Bal at church.. It was on for 4 days.. His a very good speaker.. Whatever that he says really speaks right through people's hearts and it meant a lot.. So I went to church from Thursday night onwards.. And then.. Friday night came.. THE DAY BEFORE SATURDAY!!!

Guess wat!!!!

I had a super terrible DREAM about worship leading!!!!

I woke up at 7 plus and I couldn't sleep anymore because of that lousy dream.. Haizzzzz...

Then I had no appetite for lunch.. I just ate bread nea...

After that had practice...

I love my people soo much.. They were so on time.. I love them to bits..
They really helped me.. My musicians, backup, sound ppl as well as my dear projectionist...
I also really thank God for Yvonne, Benice, Anna, Benedict, Rachel lutz, Wilson, Gabe, mookie, the leaders, plus Belle n Rach Lim from Sg for all Your prayer, support and encouragement!!! There are many others too.. I'm sorry if I forgot to mention your names.. I really love you all for praying and guiding me through.. :)

Well, the pratice went well... Except for the part with my having to signal my musicians.. I'm so super bad at that!! I'm sorry I will do better next time... Overall, It went well.. PRAISE be to GOD!!! I panic in the end part bcus I didn't noe what to say or do

I just wanted to write this to ppl out there that may be put in a position like me to go up stage and do something HUGE.. It will be very very scary but I guess God places many ppl in our lives to help us learn to stand and walk with out own two feet and to accomplish BIG things...

Just like a father always being there to guide and help a baby to walk!! I just love this illustration.. Its soo meaningful in a way..lol.. There will always be ppl around you to help you.. We just have to open out eyes to see and realize them...

That's about it!!

Feelingssssss..... sign

2009-03-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FEELINGS!!!

What is it??

Why do we get hurt???

Why must I feel this way??

Isn't there another way NOT to feel sad??

Or lonely??

Or frustrated??

Well, do you feel like that sometimes?? Be honest with yourself...

Feelings can be very hard to understand.. You can be happy for one second and the next, you could cry, laugh, be angry and lots more...

When your hurt, sometimes, it feels like there is no one that can help to mend or heal your scar.. But I realize something... We go through all this so that we ourselves can learn to understand people that come to us in our lives.. Some people are not as fortunate as us.. There are people that may go through more hardship than anyone of us here face.. We are very fortunate to have shelter, food, clothing, and water.... The other things are not necessary..

And when we get hurt, it feels like we are drowning!! We may sometimes give up as well.. But here's the thing, DON'T GIVE UP!! I'm sure most of you have seen this.. When a baby is young, and learning to walk, the 1st few times, she/he will fall down.. But that doesn't mean that she/he should give up.. Babies will always get up and try again and again to walk.. And once they do start to walk.. It's a BIG accomplishment already..

Okay...

Back to feelings..

It was just random actually.. I have been listening to some songs.. And they are very touching.. So I decided to write about them...

Don't get too carried away with your feelings.. Especially feelings of love towards the opposite gender.. We must always control it.. It may be hard.. But it's one of the best solutions so that you do not rush into a relationship!! Instead of geting involve and then suddenly you realize that that person is not Your type anymore.. Then you break-up.. What heppens when that happens???? Both parties feel HURT!!! PAIN!!! Which leads us back to feelings... sign.. and the list goes on and on and on..

We can never run away from it.. We just need to stand firm!! And don't let it control us!! Make sure that we are in control of it..hehe..

Oh as for crying, don't be ashamed to cry.. Let it all out.. Then you feel a lot better about it.. That's for sure... Then be happy after that!! lol..

Too much FOOD spoils your stomach..lol.. :-P

2009-03-18T14:17:00.004+08:00

I just came back yest..

Noe wat??

I've never enjoyed KL food this much..

Well, the thing is, we were going there to celebrate my granpa's b'day.. So of course there was a BIG makan lo.. So yea.. I ATE SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! I think I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO SUPER FAT!!!!! Arrrrrrr... lol.. Anyway, back to my story, the food was delicious.. I've never had soo exotic food before.. Well, usually even if it looks good, normally it wouldn't taste too good because I'm super fussy.. BUT this restaurant is different.. The food Looked GREAT and DELICIOUS plus tasted VERY GOOD!!! I can't believe that I said that. Its very seldom where I will say this.. It was also very nicely presented.. That's what I liked about that restaurant.. So I couldn't resist taking some of the pictures..lol..

Random because I was so sad I missed taking the 1st dish.. I just started eating..lol..

Lobster

The dessert

Overall, I enjoyed the food.. It was really good.. But so was the price..haizz..

Oh and I came back with GASTRIC!!! Arrrr.. Can you believe that!! Now I have to eat simple food.. hahahaha... Aching everytime I walk...

KL here we come....

2009-03-14T09:40:00.001+08:00

Leaving for KL in half an hours time...

Hopefully we'll have loads of fun.. haven't been there in a long while..

Will come back and update I think..lol..

See how 1 st la..

Love lots

Gold Miner Vegas

2009-03-12T21:36:00.001+08:00

Shopping for groceries...

2009-03-10T15:44:00.003+08:00

Haha... I know what your thinking.. Usually its shoppig for clothes and other stuff but oh well..

Here's the reason why I'm shopping for groceries... I'm not going to be a mother or any of that sort... Its just that My cell group will be going for a mission to kampong Batu 23 in Cameron Highlands.. Well, this is really going to be an experience for most of them including myself.. I heard that there’s no water, electricity and the toilet is super dark, dirty and smelly!!! Ohhhh.. Please PRAY that we will be able to pull through it.. With God, all thing are possible!!

So yea, we need to prepare some things to pass to the ppl there.. any clothes that you may wanna give away, sarong, some groceries..

So I went to Sunshine that day to get some of the prices for the groceries needed.. This was where I tried out my new phone’s camera system.. Its really good compared to my old phone la.. So paise I know I shouldn’ have been taking pics of stuff there but I couln’t memorise all what to do.. Haizz.. Sorryyy… :( LoI won’t do it again.. I promise.. :)

Oh if anyone stumbles upon this blog and you feel that you may want to donate some things to those people there, please feel free to ask me about it.. We are actually reaching out to an orang asli settlement to help those people..
Do let me noe...

So here's the stuff:
Not all la.. Just a few nea....

My Phone.. :)

2009-03-10T15:28:00.005+08:00

Guess WAT!!!!
I got a new phone! Haha..

This was taken from the box.. I lazy to take from the internet..NO TIME...

You wanna noe what was my 1st reaction when I got my phone..

Here’s what happen…

It was on a Saturday morning on the 6th of March at 9.45am. My mom called the guy and ask whether I could get the phone. So yea, they meet and spoke for sooo super long before they came back home.. Of course maybe they had work to do I guess.. But back to my story. After they came back home, I stopped whatever that I was doing and came to check out my phone..ahahahahahha..

Oh well, my dad and my bro was just staring at me waiting for me to open up to see it but you noe wat???!!!! I had trouble opening the box?????!!!!! Can you believe it?!!! ME having trouble opening!!! LOL.. So my dad couldn’t wait and took the box and helped me open it.. But then he didn’t pass it back to me!!! He opened it and took everything out as if it was HIS new phone and I was like ???? all over.. Well, his phone didn’t have some handsfree set so he couldn’t listen to it so he took mine and started using it on his phone before I even got get the box to see my phone..hehe I don’t mind but I haven’t even got to touch my baby yet… hahahahha…

There both of it..

After a while with my mom’s support, I got back my phone. Oh and my bro was also playing along with my dad..haha.. Haizzz.. I love my family.. haha…

Now my turn to play around.. So as you noe, usually new phones don’t come fully charged so I had to charge it.. Then we went to QB for lunch and to get some stuff.. It was suppose to be that simple.. But we were nearly there for almost 4 hours.. I was like hurry hurry my phone is alreally over charging..sob sob.. So finally we left.. I ran into my room and turned it off..phew…

Then now I sat down and started to play with it… Oh btw, it’s a walkman phone.. The camera and sound and all is good BUT using the phone for sms-ing is terrible!!! The words are huge.. It doesn’t indicate whether I wrote my msg for more than one sms or more if I use the small font.. Plus, it doesn’t have a place where they tell me the amount of sms-es that I send a month..sob sob.. And another problem… If I get more than one sms a time, Once I read, it will not be indicated who send it to me unless I go out and recheck.. Its sooooo not like my old phone… Its also like a nokia phone… I wasssssss ssoooooooooo sadddddddd noe about all of this.. Oh then another problem.. I’ve never seen a headset so weird..

Look at it.. Well, I just fond out that its normal but look… I thought that they placed the hearing thing in the wrong place.. its soo far apart from the other.. I stared at it.. Then tried to fix it but it can’t be fixed.. I freaked out but after that I manage to get over it.. THANK GOD..

Lesson learned.. When trying to get something, don’t be too choosy.. I chose this phone from 6 other.. Just imagine.. Its usually only choosing one against two or three but I’m super choosy.. So I ended up getting a phone but I complain about it too.. My parents keep saying that I’ll have trouble trying to get a husband cuz I’m so choosy.. Haizz…. I donno what to do la.. L

The good things.. Its slim, and I have a memory card!!! YIPEEEE!!! There’s more but I can’t say it all yet.. Still on the test run…haha..

Net down

2009-03-10T15:18:00.002+08:00

Ok 1st let me explain why I didn't update for soooo super long to my 2 wonderful darlings that keeps pestering me to update... My LOUSY INTERNET was DOWN and OUTTTTTT!!!! I couldn't get online to do anything.. So its not my fault.. OKAY...The next post was actually written on my laptop and safed on my thumb drive before I came over to Corriyn's place to copy and paste everything inside..haha..

I really thank God that she stays so super near my place... In fact only 5 doors away.. For almost 7 years de noe...lol.. It'll be soo sad if suddenly one of us just goes away.. Okay I better not sound too emo.. Everyday missing people only seems crazy..haha.. read my next post k..

My very first blog.... :)

2009-03-06T15:48:00.005+08:00

Hey People,

This is my very first blog...lol..

Well, I'm now in Corriyn's place.. Trying to figure out the wonders of blogging... So she thought of starting to blog lor... With my malaysian english!! So bear with me!! My english is super not perfect..haha..

I never like writing essays but I guess that this will help me use my brain more often... Plus make sure that my brains don't RUST after one year!!! Long story.. I will probably write about it another day..Lol..

That's all..

ALL THE VERY BEST to all my friends out there who's studying super hard!!!!
Take good care..

Love lots..