Tuesday, June 22, 2010

SUMMER BREAK!!! :D

LOL! I know that it has been ages since I last updated my blog..
So many things happening..
Oh well.. I just finish my 1st year of studies not too long ago..
Now having my 3 months summer break..
Well, it's left with 2 months plus oni.. :(
Time sure flies.. :)

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER!!!

I never knew what summer holidays meant.. School didn't follow this n neither did my college life.. College was just HECTIC! 8am-4pm almost everyday.. Tiring.. Life in uni is SOO much different.. My schedule isn't as hectic.. Assignments are the same.. Lecture hours are less.. I had the comfort of staying in campus n just running to my room when I was tired..hehe..

Unfortunately next year I would not have the comforts of staying in campuc already.. New policy.. Evryone MUST move out.. N priority is given to the 1st years n international students only.. sigh* Praying real hard for a place in campus or at least a suitable single room off-campus but still under Uni.. The best thing would be if I get a CAR!!! I would be dreaming if I got a car for my 20th birthday this year..hahahhaa.. Asked parents already n dad said: I WILL NOT PAMPER YOU!! Oh my.. So my chances of getting a car would be 99.90% NOT possible.. The other 0.1% is just praying and hoping by some MIRACLE, that God would change things around.. However, I sometimes think that God the father would also not pamper His children n He is in fact in control over my life n how I get to uni n back n so on will be figured out when i get there.. Oh welll.... Let's see how it goes.. :)

Plans for my summer:
1) CHILL n relax ( which I have been doing for the last 1 month)
2) Get a job ( something related to what I'm studying with a suitable timing cuz i need tranport)
3) Do a cross-stitch
4) Loose Weight
5) Read on stage fright
6) Read the 3 books that I just bought

So far what i've done:
1) Went to Pulau Jerejak.. Awesome place.. After 17 years of my life in Penang.. :p
2) I tried wall climbing in Pulau Jerejak.. :p Super Tiring but fun.. :)
3) Flying fox.. SCARY but fun too!
4) Met a few old school friends.. :)
5) Been driving more often.. ( It's tiring.. n I wonder whether it's a sign.. LOL! :D)

All in all, God has been good to me.. He has taken and carried my thru my 2nd semester of my 1st year in Uni.. :) I am trully grateful.. He brought frens n ppl around me to help me and to also sometimes just be there for me.. I realise that, there are all sorts of ppl out there.. Working with them isn't easy.. Ppl talking behind ur back n not wanting to confront u is soo irritating! I just wanna shout at you but what's the use.. So, I just prayed n let tat person go.. Feels so much better after the prayer.. PRAISE God! :D

Tat's al I have now.. I am quite troubled the pass few days but yea can't do anything since I can't control whatever i'm worried about.. Just praying n waiting! Those are the 2 hardest combination of things to do I guess..

Friday, February 5, 2010

God's faithfulness.. :)

I know I have not been updating bout my uni life for a very long time.. I do apologise..
I just finishes my 1st semester and started my 2nd semester 2 weeks ago..

Summary of my 1st semester in uni..
1. God has been faithful and good to me..
2. Met many new frens..
3. A strong cf group with wonderful and awesome ppl.. :D
4. Work load was very very very heavy but I thank God I managed to pull thru..
5. I realised that even though it was only my 1st sem in uni, i have really nice frens with car that has brought me around in KL and took me to places that my own family has not been.. lol! :P Eg: Pavilion.
6. I also thk God that even tho uni in semenyih(ulu land) can be extremely dull and terrible, I somehow still manage to go out (sometimes, dragged to go out or just so happen after church.. :P
7. Course has been challenging.. A lot of reading to be done but still survived thru.

My 1st 2 weeks of 2nd semester..
It started off really badly.. The 1st day of sem was horrible.. I had some lab report to do on psychic ability!! It was sooo silly.. I had to write on something I had no knowledge about and something that I TOTALLY disagree about.. So yea, then i also had to figure out subsidiary module to take.. I need to take 20 credits. So, I decided to take something I enjoy like maths or Mandarin language.. However, the big blow hit when I found out that I can't take any of those.. The rest of the options given needed a lot of memory and reading. The reason y I wanted to take some other simpler module is because my psych modules are all very heavy reading. So it would be best to take something else like maths ma.. Something different.. But on the 1st day of sem, it was a BIG NO to those two.. Just terrible.. :( In addition to this terrible day, I found out that i didn't get ptptn again.. AGAIN!! N its for some lousy odd reason saying that my 'kursus tidak aktif' I was like 'WAT!!!" Arrr... It was just such a terrible and frustrating 1st day of second semester!!

Anyways, I shall stop complaining.. Starting from the weekend of the 2nd sem till now, everything is much better.. PRAISE GOD! :P Last weekend, I cooked pasta with a few frens (Wshan, Jo, debbie), went to visit ACTS church! really awesome church!! It's indeed what I call a church on fire!! :D Then met another fren (sam) and hung out with them in sunway piramid.. I have never been there so they decided to bring me there.. heheh.. :P Enjoyed ourselves just literally 'DOING NOTHING' LOL! :D I went to check out my ptptn stuff with the lady in charge, she said she'll check for me and get back to me asap. All I can do is wait and pray.. I really really need this.. :( Ohh and as for my subsidary module, I tot I would be stuck with econ's again and another 'ppl, work and organisation' module which is needs a lot of reading. However, a prayer answered!! Praise God for it!! :) They decided to open up a spanish language for beginners class.. I noe it's rather odd for me to take it but yea at least i only hv an extra module to take and not 2 extra modules.. Spanish is 20 credits where else the rest are 10 credits. So I just attend two 2 hours class a week lor.. Hopefully, its not bad la.. I had a very bad exp with econ's during the 1st sem.. So I am a little afraid to take it again.. The spanish class timing is a little odd but I guess I have no choice lor.. THANK GOD anyways.. :D So far, this is all lor.. Still a lot of waiting, praying and God's guidance in a lot of things. CF camp is coming up... Some of them want me in the committee but I duno.. I just feel like being a nobody in this instead.. I wan to be a member again but then again I guess I could help right.. sigh* :) Oh well, see how goes..

All in all.. God is faithful and His plans are way greater than what we can understand. The emotional stress and watever stress will not occur if you really trust him.. Trying really hard to do that.. God bless you all.. :)