My darling members...

I just love my cell group..

They are this bunch of people that are sweet plus understanding and nice..

They can be very noisy sometimes.. But that's what makes the cell so fun!!

I know this are super long time ago pictures.. But I just tot of putting them up... :)


My darling cell leader, Rachel trying to get the rest to listen to her..lol

My assistant leader to be, Joshua..lol

Justin...

The girls.. Well, not exactly all the girls of the cell..

The host!! Thanks for opening your house..


Randomness

This is half the cellll.... I'm still waiting to get the full picture..
From left: Sarah, Justin, Alyssa, Reuben, Timothy, Michael, Isaac, Daniel

Stressful But Meaningful..

It was suppose to be just another normal Saturday..

Normal ISCA time..

Everything normal..

BUT>>>>>>>>>>

The only difference was I was IN CHARGE of WORSHIP LEADING!!!!!!

ARrrrrrrrrr............ HEART ATTACK!!!

I was soooooo scared!!!! It was actually revival meeting series lind of thing with Ps Kul Bal at church.. It was on for 4 days.. His a very good speaker.. Whatever that he says really speaks right through people's hearts and it meant a lot.. So I went to church from Thursday night onwards.. And then.. Friday night came.. THE DAY BEFORE SATURDAY!!!

Guess wat!!!!

I had a super terrible DREAM about worship leading!!!!

I woke up at 7 plus and I couldn't sleep anymore because of that lousy dream.. Haizzzzz...

Then I had no appetite for lunch.. I just ate bread nea...

After that had practice...

I love my people soo much.. They were so on time.. I love them to bits..
They really helped me.. My musicians, backup, sound ppl as well as my dear projectionist...
I also really thank God for Yvonne, Benice, Anna, Benedict, Rachel lutz, Wilson, Gabe, mookie, the leaders, plus Belle n Rach Lim from Sg for all Your prayer, support and encouragement!!! There are many others too.. I'm sorry if I forgot to mention your names.. I really love you all for praying and guiding me through.. :)

Well, the pratice went well... Except for the part with my having to signal my musicians.. I'm so super bad at that!! I'm sorry I will do better next time... Overall, It went well.. PRAISE be to GOD!!! I panic in the end part bcus I didn't noe what to say or do

I just wanted to write this to ppl out there that may be put in a position like me to go up stage and do something HUGE.. It will be very very scary but I guess God places many ppl in our lives to help us learn to stand and walk with out own two feet and to accomplish BIG things...

Just like a father always being there to guide and help a baby to walk!! I just love this illustration.. Its soo meaningful in a way..lol.. There will always be ppl around you to help you.. We just have to open out eyes to see and realize them...

That's about it!!

Feelingssssss..... sign

FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FEELINGS!!!

What is it??

Why do we get hurt???

Why must I feel this way??

Isn't there another way NOT to feel sad??

Or lonely??

Or frustrated??

Well, do you feel like that sometimes?? Be honest with yourself...


Feelings can be very hard to understand.. You can be happy for one second and the next, you could cry, laugh, be angry and lots more...

When your hurt, sometimes, it feels like there is no one that can help to mend or heal your scar.. But I realize something... We go through all this so that we ourselves can learn to understand people that come to us in our lives.. Some people are not as fortunate as us.. There are people that may go through more hardship than anyone of us here face.. We are very fortunate to have shelter, food, clothing, and water.... The other things are not necessary..

And when we get hurt, it feels like we are drowning!! We may sometimes give up as well.. But here's the thing, DON'T GIVE UP!! I'm sure most of you have seen this.. When a baby is young, and learning to walk, the 1st few times, she/he will fall down.. But that doesn't mean that she/he should give up.. Babies will always get up and try again and again to walk.. And once they do start to walk.. It's a BIG accomplishment already..

Okay...

Back to feelings..

It was just random actually.. I have been listening to some songs.. And they are very touching.. So I decided to write about them...

Don't get too carried away with your feelings.. Especially feelings of love towards the opposite gender.. We must always control it.. It may be hard.. But it's one of the best solutions so that you do not rush into a relationship!! Instead of geting involve and then suddenly you realize that that person is not Your type anymore.. Then you break-up.. What heppens when that happens???? Both parties feel HURT!!! PAIN!!! Which leads us back to feelings... sign.. and the list goes on and on and on..

We can never run away from it.. We just need to stand firm!! And don't let it control us!! Make sure that we are in control of it..hehe..

Oh as for crying, don't be ashamed to cry.. Let it all out.. Then you feel a lot better about it.. That's for sure... Then be happy after that!! lol..

Too much FOOD spoils your stomach..lol.. :-P

I just came back yest..

Noe wat??

I've never enjoyed KL food this much..

Well, the thing is, we were going there to celebrate my granpa's b'day.. So of course there was a BIG makan lo.. So yea.. I ATE SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! I think I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO SUPER FAT!!!!! Arrrrrrr... lol.. Anyway, back to my story, the food was delicious.. I've never had soo exotic food before.. Well, usually even if it looks good, normally it wouldn't taste too good because I'm super fussy.. BUT this restaurant is different.. The food Looked GREAT and DELICIOUS plus tasted VERY GOOD!!! I can't believe that I said that. Its very seldom where I will say this.. It was also very nicely presented.. That's what I liked about that restaurant.. So I couldn't resist taking some of the pictures..lol..



Random because I was so sad I missed taking the 1st dish.. I just started eating..lol..

Lobster




The dessert

Overall, I enjoyed the food.. It was really good.. But so was the price..haizz..

Oh and I came back with GASTRIC!!! Arrrr.. Can you believe that!! Now I have to eat simple food.. hahahaha... Aching everytime I walk...

KL here we come....

Leaving for KL in half an hours time...

Hopefully we'll have loads of fun.. haven't been there in a long while..

Will come back and update I think..lol..

See how 1 st la..

Love lots

Gold Miner Vegas

Shopping for groceries...

Haha... I know what your thinking.. Usually its shoppig for clothes and other stuff but oh well..

Here's the reason why I'm shopping for groceries... I'm not going to be a mother or any of that sort... Its just that My cell group will be going for a mission to kampong Batu 23 in Cameron Highlands.. Well, this is really going to be an experience for most of them including myself.. I heard that there’s no water, electricity and the toilet is super dark, dirty and smelly!!! Ohhhh.. Please PRAY that we will be able to pull through it.. With God, all thing are possible!!

So yea, we need to prepare some things to pass to the ppl there.. any clothes that you may wanna give away, sarong, some groceries..

So I went to Sunshine that day to get some of the prices for the groceries needed.. This was where I tried out my new phone’s camera system.. Its really good compared to my old phone la.. So paise I know I shouldn’ have been taking pics of stuff there but I couln’t memorise all what to do.. Haizz.. Sorryyy… :( LoI won’t do it again.. I promise.. :)

Oh if anyone stumbles upon this blog and you feel that you may want to donate some things to those people there, please feel free to ask me about it.. We are actually reaching out to an orang asli settlement to help those people..
Do let me noe...

So here's the stuff:
Not all la.. Just a few nea....

My Phone.. :)

Guess WAT!!!!
I got a new phone! Haha..

This was taken from the box.. I lazy to take from the internet..NO TIME...

You wanna noe what was my 1st reaction when I got my phone..

Here’s what happen…

It was on a Saturday morning on the 6th of March at 9.45am. My mom called the guy and ask whether I could get the phone. So yea, they meet and spoke for sooo super long before they came back home.. Of course maybe they had work to do I guess.. But back to my story. After they came back home, I stopped whatever that I was doing and came to check out my phone..ahahahahahha..

Oh well, my dad and my bro was just staring at me waiting for me to open up to see it but you noe wat???!!!! I had trouble opening the box?????!!!!! Can you believe it?!!! ME having trouble opening!!! LOL.. So my dad couldn’t wait and took the box and helped me open it.. But then he didn’t pass it back to me!!! He opened it and took everything out as if it was HIS new phone and I was like ???? all over.. Well, his phone didn’t have some handsfree set so he couldn’t listen to it so he took mine and started using it on his phone before I even got get the box to see my phone..hehe I don’t mind but I haven’t even got to touch my baby yet… hahahahha…


There both of it..

After a while with my mom’s support, I got back my phone. Oh and my bro was also playing along with my dad..haha.. Haizzz.. I love my family.. haha…

Now my turn to play around.. So as you noe, usually new phones don’t come fully charged so I had to charge it.. Then we went to QB for lunch and to get some stuff.. It was suppose to be that simple.. But we were nearly there for almost 4 hours.. I was like hurry hurry my phone is alreally over charging..sob sob.. So finally we left.. I ran into my room and turned it off..phew…

Then now I sat down and started to play with it… Oh btw, it’s a walkman phone.. The camera and sound and all is good BUT using the phone for sms-ing is terrible!!! The words are huge.. It doesn’t indicate whether I wrote my msg for more than one sms or more if I use the small font.. Plus, it doesn’t have a place where they tell me the amount of sms-es that I send a month..sob sob.. And another problem… If I get more than one sms a time, Once I read, it will not be indicated who send it to me unless I go out and recheck.. Its sooooo not like my old phone… Its also like a nokia phone… I wasssssss ssoooooooooo sadddddddd noe about all of this.. Oh then another problem.. I’ve never seen a headset so weird..

Look at it.. Well, I just fond out that its normal but look… I thought that they placed the hearing thing in the wrong place.. its soo far apart from the other.. I stared at it.. Then tried to fix it but it can’t be fixed.. I freaked out but after that I manage to get over it.. THANK GOD..


Lesson learned.. When trying to get something, don’t be too choosy.. I chose this phone from 6 other.. Just imagine.. Its usually only choosing one against two or three but I’m super choosy.. So I ended up getting a phone but I complain about it too.. My parents keep saying that I’ll have trouble trying to get a husband cuz I’m so choosy.. Haizz…. I donno what to do la.. L

The good things.. Its slim, and I have a memory card!!! YIPEEEE!!! There’s more but I can’t say it all yet.. Still on the test run…haha..

Net down

Ok 1st let me explain why I didn't update for soooo super long to my 2 wonderful darlings that keeps pestering me to update... My LOUSY INTERNET was DOWN and OUTTTTTT!!!! I couldn't get online to do anything.. So its not my fault.. OKAY...The next post was actually written on my laptop and safed on my thumb drive before I came over to Corriyn's place to copy and paste everything inside..haha..

I really thank God that she stays so super near my place... In fact only 5 doors away.. For almost 7 years de noe...lol.. It'll be soo sad if suddenly one of us just goes away.. Okay I better not sound too emo.. Everyday missing people only seems crazy..haha.. read my next post k..

My very first blog.... :)

Hey People,

This is my very first blog...lol..

Well, I'm now in Corriyn's place.. Trying to figure out the wonders of blogging... So she thought of starting to blog lor... With my malaysian english!! So bear with me!! My english is super not perfect..haha..

I never like writing essays but I guess that this will help me use my brain more often... Plus make sure that my brains don't RUST after one year!!! Long story.. I will probably write about it another day..Lol..

That's all..

ALL THE VERY BEST to all my friends out there who's studying super hard!!!!
Take good care..

Love lots..